Weather Change, Body Change

Chinese New Year is getting closer but... I fell in sick...

what the heck... I'm damn exhausted. Running nose + Coughing...

The worst thing is every time when start to cough, I feel like vomit...

Plus, my nose is so painful and red now...

GAH!

Wish that I will recover by tomorrow if not I really don't feel like going to school. ='(

Why can't you?

Randomly, I thought of something...

Even if the world is going to end tomorrow, I'm still not going to tell the guy that : "hey, I like you... Can you be mine?"

I definitely don't think that the guy will answer me : "yes... =) Actually I like you too."

He is a great guy. I'm sure there's tons of girls waiting for him... Plus, a guy like him will totally likes a girl who is way better than me... (prettier, clever, slim, caring and so on )

So, why should I embarrass myself?

Btw, I don't want to be just like the example that I had seen recently between my friends... :

Girl : *always talking about the guy in everything she talked... Observe the guy everyday*

Boy : " She is so annoying. I hate to be observe. Just let go of me!"

Girl : *broken hearted* "Okay. I'll let you go... T.T"

I'm sure the girl was hurted so BADLY... You think you can control yourself for not like a person? When the feeling comes, you can't even stop it from coming...

You think it's easy to like a person who don't even like you?

IT'S THE HARDEST THING EVER!

Hate me?

I know right,

I'M SO ANNOYING!

gah...

Day out

K Sing

I see you

Walking through a dream

I see you

My light in darkness breathing hope of new life

Now I live through you and you through me

Enchanted

I pray in my heart that this dream never ends

I see me through your eyes

Living through life flying high

Your life shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life as a sacrifice

I live through your love

You teach me how to see

All that’s beautiful

My senses touch your world I never pictured

Now I give my hope to you

I surrender

I pray in my heart that this world never ends

I see me through your eyes

Living through life flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life

I offer my love, for you

When my heart was never open

(and my spirit never free)

To the world that you have shown me

But my eyes could not division

All the colors of love and of life ever more

Evermore

(I see me through your eyes)

I see me through your eyes

(Living through life flying high)

Flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life as a sacrifice

And live through your love

And live through your life

I see you

I see you

The Best You Never Had

I was so in love with you

There was nothing I could do

Wouldn't give me the time of day

Now you wanna be with me

You say you wanna be with me

You said I was the best

Gave your love out to the rest

There was nothing I could say

But now it's going good for me

You say you wanna be with me

Now

Yeah, you're telling me that I am where it's at

But I ain't having none of that....

[Chorus:]

Because I told you, you'd live to regret it,

and now I don't wanna make you feel bad,

But when it comes to me just forget it,

I'll be the best you never had,

You put me through so many emotions,

Now baby it's your turn for that,

'cause in your empty heart I have left a mark,

The best you never had.

No, No, No

You saw me as a friend,

Baby I don't want revenge,

But if you must know the truth,

What you didn't see in me

Reflects what you will never be now,

When you're telling me I was always the one,

I feel your desperation.

[Chorus]

Back rubs, good love, my stuff

That's what you missed out on

My touch... so much we could have

You miss,

My kiss,

My lips,

The love I had for you

Our song, so long

[Chorus x2]

Well I will always be the best you never had

The best you never had