sigh...
Cause I cried on this day! at school... in front of my friends... T.T
Well, actually I don't even know what I'm crying for!
I always feel so depressed during the Add Math and Math period...
That kind of depressed made me felt to shout at everyone "WHAT THE FXXX"!
I don't know why! Maybe it's because I can't solve some of the questions... and... I don't understand it as well...
But normally I used to understand it while teacher explained it at school... but... After I went home... I forgot all of them already! I got really poor memory! I can't memorize the things for long! It only can stay in my mind for like 4 or 5 hours... =.="
This morning, while my Math teacher asked me whether I can understand what she's talking about or not... and I said no... Then she asked me which one do I don't understand... Then I said the previous chapter and so on... Then she explained to me..................... After that, I started to cry already! Super exhausted! =.="
Just don't talk about it anymore!
Recently I can't listen many people talking it one time! I will feel dizzy and headache... and it's like everything inside my head is messed up! Sometimes I did feel to vomit and faint! and everything in front of my eyes are getting blur...
Is it that I'm under too much pressure??? Pressure of Form 4???
Argh... I don't know!
Just don't want to think about it anymore!
Toodles!
xxx K Sing xxx
3 comments:
不是吧?尽然被压力打败了?(-.-")不过...............几想看你哭的...hehe...我觉得不是你的问题,可能是那个老师不会教书吧~哈哈...讲真的,我也有跟你一样的问题耶...学校都很厉害做,回到家就全部忘记了...zzZ...加油吧!Gambateh~^^
sing.. i can see u really stress urself out too much!! Dun be such a stupid like i do.. I use to be like u too.. But just!! Not to force urself too hard.. Just try ur best.. And dun worry about the school works.. U know.. these all takes time.. And u still have long way to go.. 2 years for u more to work for Spm examination.. So, wad to worry about so much now? Just the first month!! So.. just relax and have a nice Chiense New Year.. Everything will be alright ok my dear? Just not to give urself too much pressure.. Maybe u should find some way which is the best way for u to study just u haven found it.. These all takes time.. So be patient.. I hope u won't do too bad at it.. And i know u wont!!.. It's not that hard actually.. U'r a smart girl.. Just trust urself..!! Wit full of love, Pingping.. =)
Thanks! Ping! and Zhe also! I'm so touch! T.T
ok! I'll try not to push myself so hard! Tahnks a lot! =)
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